Oppa, himnae!

I was hesitant about typing a post about Dae because i tend to be emotional and get teary eyed and stuff, but i guess i got over that part already. Do you know that feeling where you're super super sad about something and you kept crying but it's up to one point where you felt numb and idk, got no more tears to shed left?

That's how i felt about Dae now. I was away when the autopsy result was released, and it was negative. I kept thinking about it before its release and how i felt its gonna be bad news. I found out the news with such an unconventional way ok, though mobile, and the connection was so shitty i felt like throwing it to the wall. So when it was confirmed that his accident brought fatality to the motorcyclist, i burst down to tears and i thought i'd stay that way for a few days. But i didnt. I somehow regained my 'consciousness' and stopped feeling so sad about it, i think i was already numb to the feeling, due to too much exposure.

If i were to meet Dae now..

I'd hug him so tight, tight enough to comfort him and let him know VIPs got his back, loose enough to not let him suffocate.

I'd tell him it's gonna be okay. It might take time, BUT IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. Few months, few years, it's gonna be okay. It was his fault, he was negligent, i'm not gonna pretend that it wasn't but it was so unfortunate for that to happen to him you know. It was his fault but it wasnt something so severe, ok listen to me i'm not being biased but it's the truth. Its not like he intentionally killed someone, and he cooperated w the cops and he didnt hit and run and he wasnt even drunk. He was there at the wrong time and it happened to the wrong person, but it happened.

And to the VIPs that turned their backs on him, well fuck you. Dae doesn't need someone like you guys, who are only willing to hang around during their peaks of success and fled when shitty things occur.

Kang Dae Sung, himnae! Just hang in there for awhile, recover and never forget VIPs are here, until whenever.